Swirly Nonsensical Thoughts Abound

I feel like writing tonight. About anything and everything, though I have nothing in particular to say. Sometimes it’s relaxing just to click away at the keyboard. I enjoy the sound and watching the letters appear. I use to listen to songs and just type them out as they played. Now, here I am, just relaxing and typing the songs in my head.

Today at work a talking parrot came in. She was lovely.

I made nachos for dinner. It was not a good nor healthy adult decision and I feel guilty for eating them. Which is why I’m now trying to convince myself to have a tangerine…an adult food you see? I’ve got issues. Not something I totally want to discuss on here yet, but I’ve really struggled eating all my meals, and actually wanting to eat them. But here we are in the year 2017. The year I promised to treat myself better. 3 meals a day Amelia. 3 MEALS. I had almonds for breakfast and a wrap for lun….ugh. This will not turn into one of those blogs. I’ve had to many depressing accounts that follow my every calorie. Moving on…

I love my cat. He honestly is what keeps me going some days. I look at him and realize, and actually truly believe, that no one can take care of him the way I do. I have to survive and breathe and better myself, so that we can both have good lives. Wow…I just got depressed reading how pathetic that sounds. *sigh* Self, you are okay.

My brain is emptying of things I want to expose in this blog. So therapeutic typing will have to cease for the night. I will have to find some good tunes to type out.

Anyways, thanks for reading that swirl.

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About Amelia Clare

32 year old queer ethical vegan. Constantly questioning my existence in a world I feel I don't fit into very naturally. A pessimistic bundle of anxiety and depression.
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3 Responses to Swirly Nonsensical Thoughts Abound

  1. Wonderful post dear πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚ x x

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