LOL and LMFAO

I’ve been reading “You Deserve a Drink” by Mamrie Hart. It’s hilarious. I love when a book just makes you laugh out loud…LOL if you will. It’s always a surprise when a laugh sneaks up on me. I’m not complaining, it’s just that I’m a pretty pessimistic person…who truly enjoys the happier side of things. Laughing is a welcomed change of scenery.

I spent New Year’s Eve laughing. At 12:00 am I was laughing my fucking ass off. LMFAO yes? It’s weird because it could have been the most depressing day. I’m recently single. My ex and I had a tradition of making vegan fondue while drinking expensive champagne that we couldn’t afford, but would splurge on. It was also my first ever NYE in history alone. But there I was laughing at youtube videos, drinking my cheap champagne, supervising the cat, and watching “Dirty 30” on my tiny chrome book. WIN. I know this doesn’t sound like fun for a lot of people, but I had a good time and I guess that’s all that matters.

I’ve been consistent with my medication for the past few weeks, which I know has made laughing possible. Depressing as it is. (I loathe the idea of medication and the fact that I need it makes me feel weak and angry). But here we are. It is what it is. It’s also funny that the more consistent I am with the meds, the less I care about having to take them. Weird how that works out.

So, who has some laughables? Any funny books, movies, or youtube vids I should be watching?

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About Amelia Clare

32 year old queer ethical vegan. Constantly questioning my existence in a world I feel I don't fit into very naturally. A pessimistic bundle of anxiety and depression.
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