Sometimes I Run Out of Title Names

Several updates since I’ve been away for awhile.

I’m on what feels like my 6th reshoot for my vlog. I’ve decided to simply make a trailer for my channel. I feel like I’m going a bit stir crazy though with all these reshoots. Perfection is annoying.

wildtp_books-680I’m slowing down a bit on my reading. I’m on Wild by Cheryl Strayed. It’s not that I’m not enjoying this book. It’s just I haven’t had a ton of time before work to sit and read. I’m currently in the process of getting a second temporary job with Cirque Du Solei selling merchandise. But this book is actually really interesting and I have to hold myself back from being too inspired by it. Or before you know it I’ll will go off and hike the Pacific Crest Trail. While I don’t doubt I could do it…though I might actually die.

Speaking of dying. 10 more days until my doctor appointment.

Something I will cover in a later blog is that I got secret shopped at work. Like what is that job anyway? Professional liar? Someone calls me and asks me questions about their “new kitten” named “so and so” and is “such and such” years old. They have a personal fake name and ask me a bazillion questions. I want to punch them in the face. I obviously didn’t do that great and surprisingly I’m not that down on myself about it. Whoa…who am I? I’m instead questioning the integrity of “the secret shop”. How ethical is it really? Hmmm…yeah so there’s that.

I’m off to start another glorious day. I’m trying to stay positive even though I’m not really enjoying the thought of going to work. I just keep thinking “Hawaii, Hawaii, HAWAII” to motivate myself to show up to work and make money!

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About Amelia Clare

32 year old queer ethical vegan. Constantly questioning my existence in a world I feel I don't fit into very naturally. A pessimistic bundle of anxiety and depression.
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