Everything All At Once

Life is starting to get hectic/stressful/exciting/sad all at once. I leave for New York Wednesday at midnight and I couldn’t be more excited! I’ve been playing the Waitress soundtrack on repeat for the last month and I can’t believe I’ll be seeing Sara Bareilles perform it live come Friday.

Other side of the coin here is that on Tuesday, before my trip, we are taking Cynthia to the vet to say goodbye. I’m trying not to be devastated by this. After all, she has lived a wonderfully long life. It’s just, she is my little one. I remember when she almost died when she was 4 I thought I would die right along with her.  Now that she is 15 I know that won’t be the case, but I still feel like I’m going to fall apart. I know I’ll feel guilty having a good time in NY after having done something like this right before the trip :/

So yeah, everything in life does seem to happen all at once. I suppose it’s how it all balances out, feeling immense excitement while at the same time feeling the same amount of dread and sadness. I will probably blog next from the plane. I hope everyone’s week is going well.

❤ Amy

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About Amelia Clare

32 year old queer ethical vegan. Constantly questioning my existence in a world I feel I don't fit into very naturally. A pessimistic bundle of anxiety and depression.
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