Monthly Archives: April 2017

I finished book 2 for April’s theme “Hawaii”. It wasn’t what I’d hoped it would be. “Obake Ghost Stories in Hawaii”. I wanted to be spooked. I wanted to learn of places in Hawaii that were haunted. This just wasn’t … Continue reading

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Independent Selfish Introvert Seeks Same

I’ve started this post a million times and it gets too long winded. Basically I’m questioning whether or not I’m being independent, a selfish person, or just content in my introverted ways. I wish it wasn’t so depressing to just … Continue reading

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Yeah! Come On Over!

Having people over to my apartments has always made me anxious. I don’t know what it is, but I think I’m embarrassed. I’ve walked to the doorway with a friend only to tell them they can’t come in. How awkward … Continue reading

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Inspiration

Where has it gone? I feel dull. Flat. Lacking motivation. I feel like if I wasn’t on meds right now this would be a full blown depressive episode. I’m just feeling kind of blah. But I keep getting bursts of … Continue reading

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Let’s Get Fit

April is exercise month. I admittedly haven’t been doing shit. In fact, I’d say my eating has taken a turn for the worse. I need to cut out all the fake foods that I consume. The oils and fake cheeses … Continue reading

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Scared+Nervous=*Snervous

*Credit to Tyler Oakley for the perfectly accurate term. I drink coffee when I’m nervous. I’m not sure how smart this is. It’s kind of like smoking. That green Starbucks straw gives me such a high. I just purchased my … Continue reading

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Hawaii

I’m purchasing my ticket tomorrow when I get paid. There is a pit in my stomach. One for the cost of it and two for the fact that I will be adventuring alone. I think I’m surprisingly more nervous about … Continue reading

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Out After Dark

So, I want this blog to be supplemental to my vlog. I’m sorry I’ve abandoned this space for a few days. It’s interesting how vlogging kind of took this over. Vlogging every day has been an interesting experience. I’ve really … Continue reading

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Happy Belated April

I almost forgot to do my rundown of March’s goals. March was when I was suppose to focus on working out. Well…that didn’t work out so well. The weather was pretty crappy, but honestly I just used that as an … Continue reading

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VEDA and Youtube

As mentioned before, I am participating in VEDA (Vlog Everyday in April) this month. It’s only day 4 and I’m a bit discouraged. My videos are not what I want them to be. They are a bit boring and poor … Continue reading

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