Tag Archives: anxiety

A Look Back

I use to frequented a certain website beginning at the age of 18.ย The first time I had a computer all to myself…in college. I found this site looking for a place to self destruct. A place where people were afraid, … Continue reading

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T minus 2:30:00

At 3:20 I will have my legs in stirrups…that’s what they are called right? I am doing my best impression of some strong, confident, healthy woman at the moment. Inside I’m absolutely falling apart. I can’t cancel this appointment…i took … Continue reading

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Makeup and Mental Health

Remember January’s goal? Taking better care of myself and getting into a morning/night routine? I started wearing makeup and going to bed at a decent hour. I started showering nightly and fixing my hair. Well, I read this article How … Continue reading

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Death

I’ve realized that the better I feel with these meds, the more my mind is occupied with death. I start fearing it. I obsess over the butterfly effect. “I could die at any moment” I think. What if I turn … Continue reading

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If You Need Some Comfort

1.5 hours left on my blogging machine robot thing. Which is fine for today because my brain has little attention span at the moment. It was a long long day. When I was at work, a man come in who … Continue reading

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Pill Popper

UUUGGHHH having another existential crisis here. Is that what it’s called? Doesn’t matter. I got new insurance but my current pharmacy doesn’t take the new stuff. Where does this leave me? Without medication. Figures this would happen the moment I … Continue reading

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I want to be pretty.

It use to feel shallow to say that. And honestly, it still makes me feel a little guilty to admit it. But it’s true so I’ll move on from there. I think I was pretty at one time. My high … Continue reading

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