Tag Archives: depression

A Look Back

I use to frequented a certain website beginning at the age of 18.ย The first time I had a computer all to myself…in college. I found this site looking for a place to self destruct. A place where people were afraid, … Continue reading

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Independent Selfish Introvert Seeks Same

I’ve started this post a million times and it gets too long winded. Basically I’m questioning whether or not I’m being independent, a selfish person, or just content in my introverted ways. I wish it wasn’t so depressing to just … Continue reading

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Makeup and Mental Health

Remember January’s goal? Taking better care of myself and getting into a morning/night routine? I started wearing makeup and going to bed at a decent hour. I started showering nightly and fixing my hair. Well, I read this article How … Continue reading

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Death

I’ve realized that the better I feel with these meds, the more my mind is occupied with death. I start fearing it. I obsess over the butterfly effect. “I could die at any moment” I think. What if I turn … Continue reading

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If You Need Some Comfort

1.5 hours left on my blogging machine robot thing. Which is fine for today because my brain has little attention span at the moment. It was a long long day. When I was at work, a man come in who … Continue reading

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Therapy Woes

I feel like my therapist might be bored with me. That or she was just tired at the last session. Either way, I’m thinking about taking a break from therapy. We were suppose to start EMDR mid February, but now … Continue reading

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Sigh.

I have been absent for a little while. Honestly, I’m trying to process what has become of the country I live in. It is depressing and I feel absolutely helpless and hopeless. I feel guilty for finding joy in things … Continue reading

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